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Random Fact #45

I love to write, that part is obvious….but I’m scared to share it with many people because I don’t think it’s that  fantastic. 

I have, however, rediscovered a fanfic that I had started a while ago called On My Own. It’s dark and violent, telling a story about a girl who was used and abused and watched her sister and mother get killed by her step father…he tried to kill her too but she survived. 

The story is about her recovery, how she fights back, and how when the step dad finds her again, she fights back and this time she wins.

That being said - I’m tempted to rework it into an original fic and make it into my second novel. Even though my first one, Undercover, sits unpublished on my couch in my office. I just need to read through it and finish editing it before I start sending out queries. 

I didn’t realize how much I missed writing until just recently. I wonder what caused me to forget it and then remember it again. The only change is the Topamax.

#marchphotoaday #iwrite  (Taken with instagram)

#marchphotoaday #iwrite (Taken with instagram)

(to the tune of i’m leaving on a jet plane)

My bags are (almost) packed, my tiara’s real shiny
I gotta buy more gels, but I’ll still bust some hiney
gonna make my trip on down to Disney Woooooorld….

Gonna hit the Expo with my sibber and best friend from childhood
then gonna carbo load, and rest up real good
before we dress up like princesses and maybe twiiiiiiirl…..

I’m leaving, in an SUV
Driving down to hang with Mickey and Minnie
Then gonna run the Disney Princess Half Marathon…..

It’s Sibber’s first half, she’s really nervous
We’re showing her all the tricks, So she earns her desserts
That medal she’ll wear will be her favorite ooooooone…..

Kat’s excited too, it’s a girl weekend vacation
No work or dishes, just silly conversations
and then a day riding rides and photo fuuuuuuuuuuuun………. 

I’m leaving, in an SUV
Driving down to hang with Mickey and Minnie
Then gonna run the Disney Princess Half Marathon…..

I’m slightly nervous, about this one
I shouldn’t be, it’s my fourth one
but I’ve been so stress out with work and liiiiiiiiiiife…..

I’m tired and cranky, and trying to get excited
I think I will be, once I’m done working for the night
and after one evening with dreamboat I’ll be alriiiiiiiight……

I’m leaving, in an SUV
Driving down to hang with Mickey and Minnie
Then gonna run the Disney Princess Half Marathon….. 

Then gonna run the Disney Princess Half Marathon….. 

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Reblogged from onespeakerforthedead

25 Days of Writing

themudbloodprincess:

ivegonehalfcrazy:

princemoriarty:

So this looks like fun~

Day 1:Write a biography your life. Only use a seven word sentence.

Day 2:Create a character. Write a brief scene of them in a setting. Also use this paragraph to introduce the character to the reader by how they react to their setting.

Day 3: Think about the character you created for Day 2. Write their seven word biography.

Day 4: What world does your character exist in? Real or imagined? Scientific? Fantastical? Write a scene where your character is shown in their world.

Day 5: Your character is getting ready in the morning. Write a scene of their morning (or even mid day) routine.

Day 6:How was your characters childhood? Write a scene about them as a child. How was their home life? Their family? Their upbringing? Where did they grow up? What friends did they have?

Day 7: FREE DAY! Write any scene you want!

Day 8:What about their earlier school days? Write a scene of your character in grade school or middle school.

Day 9:How was your characters first kiss? Who with? Where was it? How old were they? Write the scene.

Day 10: Your character has dreams, ambitions, and goals dont they? What are they? What are they doing to achieve them? Write a scene that shows these aims.

Day 11: What does your character do on a daily basis? What is their job? Do they have one? Write a scene from a normal day in your characters life.

Day 12: What does your character do when their day isnt a normal day? Write a scene where something goes amiss in your characters day to day life.

Day 13: Your character has a whole day off to do whatever they want. Write a scene of them enjoying this free day.

Day 14: FREE DAY! Write any scene you want!

Day 15: Your character is upset. What about? How does it affect them? Does anyone come to comfort them? Write a scene where your character is distraught.

Day 16: Your character is going on a trip. Where to? Who with, if anyone? Why are they going on a trip? Write a scene of them either getting ready or departing on their journey.

Day 17: Your character has fallen in love. With who? Is it serious? Are they in a relationship with this person? How did they meet? Write a scene of your character either contemplating this significant other or directly interacting with them.

Day 18: Your character has a conversation with an influential person in their life. It can be a parent, a teacher, a mentor, anyone your character looks up to. Why are they having the conversation? Write the scene.

Day 19: Today is a day that will change your characters life forever. What course of events occurs? How does your character react? Write a scene from this day.

Day 20: Your character is in a new place. What brought them there? Why are they there? How are they reacting to this change of scenery? Write a scene of your character in this new place.

Day 21:FREE DAY! Write any scene you want!

Day 22:Today is the end of an era in your characters life. How do they feel about this? What is happening today? Write a scene of your character on this day.

Day 23: Write a scene between your character and another character of your choice (whether brought up previously in the other scenes or not) using only dialog. The setting and situation is up to you, but you cannot not use descriptive exposition, only dialog.

Day 24: Write, in second person, a dream your character is having. Whether it be a nightmare or something happier, describe the dream in its entirety.

Day 25: Today, your character is saying goodbye to someone. Who are they saying goodbye to? Why? Are they emotional? Are they going away or is the other person? Write the scene.

I’m starting this tomorrow!

I swear on my life I’m actually going to complete this one!

Might not start until tomorrow, though…

Hmmm…..this sounds promising.

(Source: indiannapolises)

I love how my muse suddenly hits right when it’s way past my bed time and I should be asleep anyway.

Stupid literary muses. 

Hopefully you will last a few days or hours or whatever.

Cause I’m sleeping, and then maybe running in the AM and then baking all day and then I have a dinner party tomorrow night, and then it’s Hanukkah at that parents house.

Maybe I should bring a journal. 

Meh. 

Damn muses.

angsty music makes for angsty writing which makes for a happy Enig. don’t try to figure it out. it just works. Forcing plot bunnies away till NaNoWriMo is over, then I can indulge in the one shot or two. for now, it’s all NaNo, all the time….


A Sip Of Despair - my angsty music to write to

Untitled - iWrite poetry

forgotten realities misconstrued
in empty glasses orginally filled with
ice water as it rolls down my face
bringing me startlingly awake 

it’s cold here

I am surprisngly warm; comforted
the biting teeth of Mother Nature
nipping and tucking elsewhere
leaving me to my sacntification

longing eyes rise to a figment
of imagination in a hearty prayer

forgiveness for nothing done wrong
yet determined to be washed clean
nonetheless

the wind finger combs my hair
leaving it tousled, in my eyes
blinding me from that which I
so desperately crave
and don’t need

screaming into deaf ears
soundless lips raise questions
asking prayers of forgiveness
blind eyes blink blink blink
and shatter into a waterfall of
self-hate and destruction

I’ve forgotten why I have come
lost in the reality of life in that
nothing is a story book 

~EnigmaLynne~I

I'm officially signed up for NaNoWriMo. Add me if you want a buddy! (although it says coming soon? I don't get it)

I'm seriously thinking of doing NaNoWriMo this year...

and basing it on a song or something. 

I don’t know what I want to write, but I’m going to work on an outline and see if I can come up with something in the next few days and if I do, I might sign up. 50,000 words in 30 days is doable, easy if I focus on it…but I work 2 jobs and am training for a second half, and blah blah blah…it just means carving out an hour or two a day to write. 

Which I could totally do, btw. Because me? I’m a diva when it comes to prose. 

In Other News won Best Humor!

My Twilight FanFiction story In Other News won an Emerging Swan award for Best Humor! Holy crap!

there is something really erotic in writing porn for my husband. especially when he’s requested it. 

I just hope I live up to his expectations.

One of my FanFiction pieces is nominated for an award.

An Emerging Swan award. I didn’t even KNOW! 

Here’s an excerpt…

“Look at the picture,” she said, and he turned his head to look at it. “There is so much pain there, so much hurt that you can’t tear your eyes away. When I first saw this, I wanted to run and cradle the poor mans head to my chest and tell him that everything would be okay, that things would work out, that life isn’t cruel. But I couldn’t because I was certain after watching him for a while that he hated himself, not life in general like I thought.”

Edward turned and looked at Bella again, finding her staring at the picture on the wall with her head tilted. The dim lighting made her nose ring sparkle slightly, and he took this moment to look at what she was wearing. She was dressed in a pair of gray pinstriped dress pants, a ribbed knit tank, and a black vest that had what looked like it could have been tattoo designs on it. And she was barefooted. She turned her eyes back to him and smiled.

“I see pain there, and the truth is nothing in this world is worth that kind of self torture. It’s obvious that someone has hurt you deeply…but what I see here is that you are taking the full blame for that. What I can’t understand is why, when you deserve nothing but all the happiness in the world,” Isabella said softly. Edward shook his head.

“All I’ve ever known is pain and sorrow…I’ve never really known love,” he whispered. Isabella smiled slightly, and shrugged.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6490930/1/Emotional_Ties

quote prompt for all you writers out there

“When the Demon loathed the Angel, even the Angel couldn’t smile.”

I will post mine hopefully tomorrow or the next day. 

Ready? Go.

Editing a manuscript?

Way harder than I thought it was going to be. Having to pick through edits from editors that are legit concerns and personal preferences are not easy, and making changes that are well and good, but still keep the story is tough. 

But this is why I said a week per chapter. Do the minor edits of front, and then go back through and do the bigger changes as needed. Then find an English professor to read it again, and tell me if I’m still an idiot. 

Challenge accepted.